The post that were never posted
One day, i hope that i look back reading this blog on that particular weekend and hope that lesson were learnt and we could bounce back from it. The competition? We lost. Didnt even enter the semis. Who to blame? Teammates, defenders? Nope,its me. I let in goals. Not them. If they couldnt score but if i didnt concede we wont lose right? Maybe that im not good enough? But there is so much that i could do. Maybe i could be the best keeper in that competition but still you need luck. There isnt any luck with me that time. To be honest, I think it was me who made them lose. I just have this tendecy of losing. Bad luck always follows me around. It was disappointing.Honestly it is. It was a heartbreaker seeing the ball just roll to the net and I couldnt do anything about it. 2nd game i will remember for a long time. First goal concede it was entirely my fault. I didnt close the goal properly. 2nd goal,it was a rebound and i just cant block it. 3rd goal? Save first shot then hit the guys leg straight. Come on man,where is the luck. 10% luck,20% skill,15% concertration,5% pleasure,50% pain and 100% reason to remember the name. LOL.
I will remember someone saying to me, be brave,you did a good job. As what i said above, even if i had all those thing i will only have 90% not 100%. Haha,what to do.Takpelah cuba lagi. Its better play with friends losing together than winning with people that you don’t know
I just hope that one day, things could go my way and hopefully i finally get what i deserved to get.
posted by fadzrul @ 2:22 PM
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